ToDaY In ThE lIfE oF eLaInE <- random

Mood: angsty
Level of lethargy felt: beyond description
Good things that happened: there was training,team lunch, use of the com lab, and camwhoring.
Cause of angst: PI, failed hits and pushes in trng, rain, frustration at stuff and people,the thought of maths tut tmr morning, lethargy, and my stpd leg muscle pull, 5 stations tmr.....><, pondering unfathomable things in my life
What i'm dreading for tmr: napfa with an injured leg, maths and gp tutorial,the fact that there's no trNG

yeap. guess i'm here again.
yeapp. staying up late because of a test again.
yeappp. letting my concentration meander repeatedly through the river of more-fun- possibilities-of-what-i-could-be-doing-right-now-instead.

-checks the clock- OH. HAPPY BDAY DEBRA. :)))

so i woke up specially at 8 plus on sunday to mug for mon's chem test till 2AM.
ahh imagine my angst when an unfinishable paper got shoved under our noses.
lesson learnt: whether you mug or not, for a chem CT, you will still fail.
opportunity cost: those 3 hours of sleep i lost. >.<

yeah so here i am again today at -checks clock- 12.15 cramming the last of the functions notes into my about-to-burst brain, knowing very well that i shouldnt even be at this website in the first place. ahwell.

I'M BORED. :DDDDDDDD

i still enjoy hoping that i'm really a witch and that when i'm of age rumbleroar or dumbledore's gonna whisk me off to study charms and DADA. (ah wait, dumby's dead) WHOO RUMBLEROAR. i need some magic in my life. :/

meanwhile i shall halt my momentary digression and resume my 'function-ing' :p

THANK YOU TIMEEEEE :)))))))))))

lolol.
firstly a GARGANTUAN thanks to EVERYONE who wished me happy bday ytd.:DDDD

special thanks to.....:

ESTELLALALA the awesome!!!
-For counting down with me the day before and for your epic awesome present and card. and for being my bff!(duh) -glompa!!!-

22/10 !!!
- For the truly SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICASPIALIDOCIOUS brownie/cake, and the three rounds of birthday song hahahah :))))))) the brownie smells awsome and tastes awesome OMGGGGG. LOVE YOU GUYS. :DDDDDD

AMIATA 17 !!!
- For eating bday dinner with me sitting there for two epic hours talking. you guys made me laugh until i today stomach mucle pain when i try to laugh again LOLOL. AMIATA <3 4VA. :)))))oh ya THANKS JUNYING FOR THE CACTUS THAT CAME FROM MUD BUT IS STILL BEAUTIFUL HAHAHAHA. <3

N-kun LOL
- For the awesome EUROPE chocolate (hahahah you ask me emphasise one) which i did NOT stuff down in one day ok HAHA. :))))))

The SCC hockey seniors and auntie pek hahah
- THANK YOU for the orange hairrrrbannnnnddd. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD dont bully me le lar lololololol ~~~

aaaaaannnnddd everyone elseeee!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDD

posting this in the last ten minutes that i'm gonna be sixteen. omg. tata sweet sixteen~

HELLO SEVENTEEN . ( hahah amiata seventeen <3)

i'll write all my thank yous tmr :))))))))))) meanwhile i have binomial to do lol.


WHHHHHHOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO (not the binomial hahah)

LOL four more days ~~~ :DDDD

anyway went out for advance bday buffet today.
thinking about that strawberry doughnut, i feel ultra motivated to run 6 rounds now. urghhh i really shouldve stopped at that cake slice >.< -resolves to lay off any snacks for the rest of today- ( must be strong ! though hw is so boringgg )
sigh... i need a treadmill at home. :DDD

yesh! there's trng tmr!!!! :DDDDDDD
cant wait to get our hockey hoodie done, i've been freezing during chem lecture and econs tuition due to a refusal to wear my really old and not-that-nice jacket. -wonders what colour it should be-
we prob wont be able to play handball anymore cuz our trainings are gonna clash with volleyball's. -.- -hopes for their matches to fall on our training days-

ultra happy that i stored my entire paramore cd into my ipod. now hayley's there to get me through my hw, which includes poem after poem after poem and essay after essay after essay. >.< LOVE their song 'careful'. <3

had tuition today. amazingly the chem tutorial was enough to last the entire duration. so tedious man. :(

gg back to sn to get my cert soon. but i wont be able to crash any trngs cuz they're the same days as mine. -.- shall go visit mrs khong lol but i dont dare to tell her i dropped physics :o must visit hockey teachers too :DD and uncle mobeen ( oh no how to spell his name ah) . and i shall check out their current 'pitch'. :D oh and buy the ultra nice sn pizza heheh. lolol. ya so truthfully i only miss the pitch, the teachers and the food LOL. OH and the awesome pianos. :DDDD

better go do maths. heh. :))))

oh ya. AJ FTW!

WAH OMG SIX MORE DAYSSS HAHAHAHA.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Anyway this week was pretty awesome, got to play hockey on mon, wed, thurs,and today played a bit during break by myself HAHA. So i got li wei and yan bing to crash the guy's trng with me, cuz life without hockey is just plain boring. And we got to do li wei's fav ladder drill lol, and we played handball. Cant blv it, i must have been playing too much basketball and captain's ball in sec sch, keep throwing the ball overhead LOL. Before that was pe, running SIX rounds continuous. Guess so much PT during hockey trng made it ok.

SIGH cant wait to start doing like texts for lit, poems are getting kinda >.< since we're doing them lesson after lesson, after lesson etc. Econs is fun ttm. LOL. today during the tutorial wang zhe was trying to copy my ' i dont like you phrase' and the teacher walked in as i was repeating it, and nearly collapsed trying to explain that i was referring to wang wang HAHAHA. AH WELL.

What is the meaning of thinking about not letting us carry our sticks around in school? GAH. i feel so insecure when i dont have my stick around with me. Just becuz of one incident they expect every sports teen to fight when they walk around in school???

anyway gonna go chiong anime HEHEH.

i want orange hairband haha. :DDDDDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA !!!!!!!!!
MY SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICASPIALIDOCIOUS BFF. :DDDDDDDDDD

-glomps- <3

see ya tmr in school to get your AHEM. LOL

AHH facebook is srsly hanging. -.-
alright fine, so i SHOULD get started on my PI. >.< (dang, why doesnt my study room have air-con).

just finished maths and chem tuition. normally i'd get a half hour break, but TODAY I HAVE PI TO DO. -.-

i realised i love the emoticon -.- . cuz it describes life with homework and no air-con so well.

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oookay that was kinda lame, but fun. shows the sian-ness, eh?

ahh lala's bday is coming. :))) (and so is mine heheh)

went to the library recently, and realised my old bookworm habits have almost gone. then i was like, WAH OMG HAVE TO REGAIN THEM. then i went through like half the shelves in the teenage section and came out with 3 books. a bit despo alr i know.
sigh. then went home and it turned out one of them a bit CMI one. so....down to two books. yeaaappp. prob should reread my harry potter series for the 25th or smth time HAHAHA. that'll keep me occupied for 3 or 4 days, but i wont have the control to tear myself away from the books and do hw. :DDDDDDD

ahhhh...
PI TIME.
ta ~~

TRAINING TMR :DDDDDDDDDDD

AJ HOCKEHHHH !!!!!


me and cassie mocha playing hockey with a captain's ball HAHA
when we were still white and untanned HAHAHAHAHA
WHEEEE

Basically according to the facebook application 'Are you lucky?' i'm supposed to be 100 percent lucky today LOL. CHEAT MY FEELINGS. it rained today and we couldnt crash and self train. >.<

lol at least i played a bit of hockey during the 3 hr half break today, but using my slazenger stick. kinda sad that i've only switched sticks for such a short time and that blue stick alr feels kinda weird. D: it's been manhandled by me so much it's gone off balance. maybe that's why it rotates when i hit and sends my ball in the wrong direction sometimes. ah well. :(

lol i do want a new stick, but i do still love my old version black magic mazon. :/
i think i wont exactly be going around banging it violently on concrete anytime soon.

lol guys debra the PRONcess suggested that we get a HOCKEY HOODIE. HAHAHAHAHHA.
we shall put it to a vote on monday. we need a hockey shirt HAHAHA.

lol went to the gym today and ran one km at high speed on the treadmill HAHA. lost 60 calories, which now i think carefully through can actually be counted as pretty little LOL. but treadmill= no hot sun. breathing prob minimised AHAAHA. i should use the gym more LOLOL.

hmm~~~~~

Short post before i rush out my gp summary then go collapse and sleep hahah.

FINALLY found out why everyone kept singing 'shawty like a melody'. It's quite an awesome song :))

Today we had team lunch and team talk. Pretty productive. :))) team goals are set at last. :DDD love you guys.
Then. came. training.
2 rounds warm up as per usual. then..
drills
drills
drills
drills
which were fun lol. tiring though, like srsly.
then we did an interval round the track, 10 whole minutes worth of jogging, sprinting, jogging, sprinting etc. then conditioning, 3 sets worth of 25 crunches, 25 push ups and 3 bridges( one for 40 secs, 2 for 30 secs) and we sang songs throughout to ease our suffering HAHA. must say it helped. :)

I n E day was awesome. NO LESSONS. HAHA. and the agility test was pretty fun, but the beep test was >.< . never thought i'd have to do it again after YOG tryouts. -.-
oh well. i realised my breathing problem has improved since last yr :DDD

beep test, then PT during trng. wonder how i'm gonna survive PE tmr. o.O
my aching limbs. -.-

-end- HAHAHA

Wootz..

so ytd we experienced for the first time, one of saiful's famous 'bad' trainings.
the warm up was our usual 2 rounds, and funnily though we were prepared for what was to come we kinda went too fast.and so panting and heaving we walked over to him after, hoping for a water break.and we were told to do stretching, then run 6 rounds. yooohooo ~~~ >.< luckily the training with sticks after that was pretty enjoyable, it felt good to do some drills again. :)))) but WOAH backache.
then before we ended off came strengthening with HOCKEY STICKS (which are long and REALLY heavy, mind). well at least we found out for sure whether we possessed arm muscles or not, hur hur.then came MORE strengthening, but our usual one. Bridge, Crunches, Bridge, Crunches, BRIDGE.if everyone's not muscular by end of this yr we can go bang wall.

WHOO it's APRIL alr. finally. heheheh. 16 more days to mah bday. :) hint hint :DDD *
8 more days to yours, lala !!! :DDDDDDDD

alright! tmr's I n E day! best part about it is that it's probably indoors MUAHAHA. no worries about reverting back to lessons as a wet weather programme. :DD
and tmr = team lunch and team talk :D
then training :))) ALL HAIL STICKWORK. BOO PT !!! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAH. oops. just do drills larr, also can improve stamina. :DDDDDDDDD

should i wear my orange sneakers??? hmmmm ~~~

Cant believe one week has alr passed from official hockey camwhore day. ><
Look where we are now. yeah, zero hope, thanks ah.
Can't exactly rmb the last time i havent fully enjoyed a self-training. Well yeah back in st nicks training without a coach wasn't that much slacker. lesser rounds yeah, but you still do the usual drills, up , down, up, down etc. But it's fun, except when ppl holler at you for being excessively violent. >< (sry man.)
And you'd think self-trng in this sch'd be one where everyone's all HIGH and WHOOHOO-ish. Prob wouldve been. Except luck was SO DOWN that day. -.-
couldn't help it, it happened, and here we are.

WAH HEADACHE MAN.

we all know we hv to solve this ASAP.
waiting for that most crucial decision to be confirmed, after such a LONG WAIT.
after which we can put everything behind us and step forth. so stop dragging and fall off the fence already.
balance wont work in this case, cuz obviously full commitment is needed for this sort of thing.

......

you're hot then you're cold
you're yes then you're no
you're in then you're out
drag us up and then down
you're here then you're there
you cant be everywhere
you smile then you dont
you run, then you wont

like o.O

............

losing hope huh.
wont work
my no. of medals frm sec sch: 4
3 golds, 1 4th.
medals this year: zilch?
no gold, no silver, no bronze, no everything.
give that face..
kns slap.

we learnt about resilience right.
it's abt failing down, and then being able to bounce back.
who cares if it was your first time failing.
there's no such thing as succeeding all the way as long as you've done it before, even a thousand times.
it that were true i might as well go turn emo permanently.

the only thing we can do? ACCEPT IT. CLAM YOUR COMPLAINTS. MOVE ON. EXCEL.

BADA BAM

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