lalala~~

hockey photo shoot and BELPHEGOR. :)))) COSFEST!!!

WhEn i LoOk At YoU
(i neither hate nor love miley, but i LOVE this song. :) )


Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I...
I look at you

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like Kaleidoscope colors that
Cover Me, All I need every
Breath that I breathe don't you know
You're beautiful...

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves
Are flooding the shore and I can't
Find my way home anymore
That's when I, I...
I look at you
I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH

And you appear Just like a dream
To me.

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/m/miley_cyrus/#share

These days my life's been : kena nagged, trying desperately to stay awake, eat, pw kena rejected, kena scolded, kena headache, kena nagged somemore, eat, do hw, watch a bit of POT , then go sleep ( and the cycle repeats itself) .

conclusion : POT FTW sia

CAP'S COMINGGGG. 5 blissfully nag-free days :O

sorry if you're depressed and all but i earned it k zzzz

no training during june hols. everyone pls keep your fitness up wor. do sit ups if you watch tv, do leg lifts when youre doin hw, do bridge when you're reading notes lol. I'M SRS OK. :O dont all later come back run two rounds warm up also wanna die liddat. (remind me again why i'm talking so singlish-ly :O )

haha lala ytd was really fun. though we didnt try the jukebox. but the basketball was awesome. :DDD and the air hockey LOL. the puck flying off twice heheh ya la ya la i too violent. :ppp yosh! ezlink tsuna stickerrrrr :DDDDDDDD oh and our new socks L0L. -glompa-

one word for you: COSFESTT !!!!!! <3

i heard there was a secret chord
that david played and it pleased the lord
but you don't really care for music, do you
well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
the minor fall and the major lift
the baffled king composing hallelujah

hallelujah...

well your faith was strong but you needed proof
you saw her bathing on the roof
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to her kitchen chair
she broke your throne and she cut your hair
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah

hallelujah...

baby i've been here before
i've seen this room and i've walked this floor
i used to live alone before i knew you
i've seen your flag on the marble arch
but love is not a victory march
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

hallelujah...

well there was a time when you let me know
what's really going on below
but now you never show that to me do you
but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah

well, maybe there's a god above
but all i've ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
it's not a cry that you hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

hallelujah...

this song makes me wanna join choir as a second cca xDDDDD jealous much

AJC HOCKEH 2010/2011 !!!!!! WOotz


wts. I've really got to stop 'killing' ppl with my hits and tackles. ack. SORRY to boon yee, benson, carolyn,aruna and saiful(who kena quite a lot of times alr o.o) and a lot of other ppl. -.- maybe i can get a stick that doesnt allow me to hit flying balls zzzz. speaking of which saiful pronounced my stick as officially internally broken. MEANING i NEED a new one now , not just WANT a new one. got back home and broke the news. of course she got angry..... blaming it on how i loaned out my stick for abt half a year in sec sch. most of the time in my house acts of kindness or whatever dont do you any good. :(((( thought she would understand (from how my first stick totally got holey and cracked up in sec two) that i actually do possess the sufficient strength to penetrate carbon fibre. -.- hopefully i dont have to pay for it myslf. i'm broke. -.- and jasmine needs her BRAND NEW stick so i can just go get mine when she does. of course i cant deny that i cant wait to get mine, and that i have my eyes on the awesome new version mazon black magic fusion. o.O grays is nice but too heavy for me to tackle properly. and i'm so used to mazon sticks anw.

went for self training yesterday. AND IT DIDNT RAIN LOLOLOLOL. seee ???? hahaha. BUT i teamed up with the j3s to play against the j1 guys , and since we didnt have any gear or protection i got 'fined' with 6 rounds by ms tay. we do more than six rounds for pe anw so i figured anything la and chose running 6 rounds over standing and watching from the sidelines. but the thing with having no guards is that you cant play with your all. there's always that smth holding you back cuz you know very well you could get a concussion or need stitches if you get hit seriously. and we were playing against guys.... so yeah. 6 rounds warm up for me on monday..

wednesday was our second official hockey camwhore day LOL. not bad, not bad at all. AND we managed to get an awesome team photo. HAHAHAHA. it's up on the hockey board now!. :) speaking of which the board is FINALLY done. omgosh. took three days lahh. thanks to all of those who stayed back to help. :)luckily it turned out fine. :)

okaaayy should go prepare for tuition tmr heheh.

see ya'll on mon. <3

OMG. TWILIGHT HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN TOTALLY PWNED.
there's this vamp series whose first book is called Eternal. And it AWESOMELY kicks edward's shiny butt outta the universe WOOTTTTZZZZ!!!! the plot is awesomer, the language is waaaay more up to the standard of today's english and it doesnt involve teenage human girls drooling over a shiny disco ball. :pp au revoir meyer. you nvr managed to so-called overtake the AWESOME rowling, and after eternal came in, i doubt you ever will. all i can say to you is MADA MADA DANE. like srsly. hahahah

whooo harry potter movie seven seems to be approaching~~~ hehehe.

anyway last friday was kinda zzzzz. and it was all becuz of the CAP briefing. dont get me wrong i'm dying for CAP to start. but we didnt even DO ANYTHING much at the place. OK so first i had to miss ECONS to go for it. and to me econs is so far awesome to the mAX. -.- THEN i had to miss self trng. AND it didnt rain. i dont care hahaha my not coming to self train didnt halt the rain OK. LOL. :P AND on the way back home on the mrt i had to pass by aj and see everyone training at the D and there i am stuck in the train..... like wts. but ah well.... -.-

there's econs tuition todaayyy. lol carrol you so cute you went to the tuition centre forgetting it was postponed to today. <3 anyway this made me have to forgo maths tuition ( not that i had anything to ask anyway) i dunno how to react to this HEHEHE. :DDDDDDDD lolol. okiee gtg see ya all at tuition and in school

yosh!
apparently CAP is more important than AB camp, so my withdrawal request has been rejected and i hv officially paid 200 dollars for it. >.< BUT it should be rewarding. hmm. it's so impt that we're even allowed to skip lessons this friday to go for the briefing. sigh. i'll have to miss BOTH ECONS AND TRAINING! ZOMGGG. it had better be worth it. the opportunity cost is waaay large. -.- and WHERE in the name of merlin's pants is grange road? ( heh btw they should srsly add an 'r' on the back of 'grange') ALL DA WAY HERMIONE. lolz. yip luckily i've been told AB camp is like military camp. besides, i dont much fancy climbing another rock wall and getting a panic attck from fear of what's waiting when i fall. -.- dont get what it is with me and rock climbing. -.-

i can now conclude that contacts make you ultra dizzy the first few days. could barely do work during break today. o.o and i kept seeing doubles of things. hopefully it gets better soon.

almost murdered two ppl ytd with my hits. -.- GOMENASAI NEH !!!! zomg. SORRY BOOOON !!!!!!! :O oh ya hockeymons, be prepared. we may ALL go cross country tgt. :D but we'll let carolyn sprint like a robot that never tires all she wants ah. LOL. CAROLYN WE'LL CHEER FOR YOU AS WE RUN BEHIND NORMALLY. :DDDDDDD

i think my stomach and arm muscles are gonna be overstretched again. -.- too many bridges within so few days hahah. zzzzz ....

sigh gotta do atomic struc. notes, do chem tutorial, maths tutorial , gp essay outline, econs case study etc etc. DUN NEED SLP LE LORR . WIN ALR LORR. lol.... >.<

asks slf: elaine ah, what are you still doing here at this website ah??
replies: orh, hao ba hao ba.

(no i'm not going mental, i'm just bored) xDDD

Lately there hasnt been any time to update here, what with PI, lit essays, econs test, chem tutorial, math tutorial etc. >.< brain is so ultra drained i am struggling to think of what to write here.

oookay.

BADA-BAM. WE'RE ALL DONE WITH PI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIP AND GOOD RIDDANCE. pish.
and now we've been hit by GPP. -.- ah well, we have no choice but to end this vicious tyrant called PW asap, and end it well.

OMG.icant belive Ms Wong is gg away on course. ;(((( 22/10 is losing it's two best teachers. :/ ARGH. ms wonggg must come back and teach our class again ah !!!!!! :O
WE LOVE YOU.

WOAH. i got into the creative arts programme. but their timing really (Y). clashes directly with AB Camp. :( had to withdraw. D: sry xin and rei i wont be there to enjoy CAP with you . :/ can believe all that time i spent churning out essays for the application has been wasted now. :((( BUT AB CAMP FTW!! :)) but i dont want to have to take the tetanus immunization. sian. =.=

GETTING CONTACTS TODAY!!! OMGGGGGG. lol. :))) been preparing mentally for the process of stuffing plastic into my eyes. perhaps then i can finally say good bye to the days of repeatedly taking off my specs and putting them on again to wipe off the sweat on my face when i play hockey. :D or having them drop off or fly off during a match. -crosses fingers-

POT is AWESOME!!! haha lol. makes me want to try tennis real bad, it looks ultra fun. maybe after cross country we'll get to play for pe. :DDD pe now is cross country trng.... :(( 8 rounds under the melting sun. someone save us !!!!

woot training on mon.

OH YA Nkun you better not blackmail me. :p or you die. dont even think abt it. =DDD
TSK TSK.

sigh team's down to how many ppl only.... -.- QI SI REN LE!! heeeeaaarrrgghhh DYS!DYS!DYS!DYS!!!!!!!!!!!! MMM prob better to get new ppl now than get beginners from next year's batch.

time for a market strategy !!!!

rah rah ah ah ah~ ra ma ra ma ma ~ ga ga ooh lala ~ want your bad romance~ LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

OK. so lately my specs have been getting in the way A LOT when i'm playing sports, so i asked if i could get contacts. Admittedly once i asked my subconscious mind was telling me, 'no point asking, you know the answer will be no'. AHA sub-con mind, thou was wrong. lolol. i settled the order today and next next week i should be going to school without specs for the first time since what..6 or 5 years old or smth? LOL. ( if i can even get them into my eyes that is). my sister will rmb the last time she had to help me with eye drops ( heh, 5 minutes of resistance :D )I can totally imagine myself sitting in the same chair in front of the same mirror in front of the same person in the same shop on the same day trying to stuff two concave pieces of plastic onto my pupils MUAHAH. that oughtta be fun and enriching. :D

i'm srsly trying to love econs as much as possible now so that i wont feel a tendency to loathe it IF and WHEN it gets terribly complicated. xDDD but its fun right now ! :D -crosses fingers-

awesomely glad i finished my hw for tmr today :D that's why i'm typing this right now. reward for work and work for reward man!! :)))))))))))) muahaha.

as for how we're all gonna be struggling with pw till end of this year, must say mada mada dane. -.-

FrIdAY

mood: half overjoyed and disbelieving, half frustrated

reasons: got a piece of good news,but a bit of bad response, and had PI to deal with.

training: crashed by myself since the rest were running for make-up. emo-ish, hitting to the blue thingy by myself, celebrating yet also thinking abt PI.

food: mix n match, sparkling apple juice, cup noodles, and junk food at tuition ( oops) -.-

Overall: not too bad a day, maybe i just hate PI too much.


ToDay

mood: still in disbelief, tinged with a bit of worry that things may go wrong or out of my hands.

feelings: cant hold it in anymore heh

food: spaghetti for lunch :)

stuff done : PI DRAFT 3 WOOTS, econs elasticity notes

stuff left: gp reading task, econs essay, lit essay. D: , tuition

stuff i want to do: POT like mad, play hockey/badminton, demolish PW, eat ice cream/chocolate.


sentence of the day :

good riddance, PI. GPP, what did i ever do to be forced to have you in my life???

A writing mood has today overtaken my brain, so subconsciously i have digressed from my econs mindmap to this place as i have done so many times before, and here's what i've come up with:

As she stepped over the threshold and into the merciless path of the brutal winter wind, she felt ,queerly enough, that everything was finally falling fittingly into place. The torrents of air whipped her golden-brown tresses about the sunken contours of her face, and in a fit of euphoria and realisation she carelessly decided, on impulse, to venture further on across the road that lay before her, beckoning. On she plodded through the thick snow that had hidden the usual unpleasant sight of pavement bicycle marks from view, piled up upon the cement her own husband had helped to lay and press ten years ago.Or had it been twenty? She hardly thought about steve anymore, not since he had flown off to 'that place' everyone told her was somewhere up above without a word. How dare he. She recalled now how she had returned home, just last night, to find herself a widow (the body had been recovered from the lake twenty miles from home). She suddenly wondered why she was outside at this very moment, and not in the bathroom weeping her eyes out over the loss. Then again she experienced that feeling of jigsaw pieces falling into place. A feeling of accomplishment, a feeling of pressure lifting off her shoulders at finally having solved it, a feeling of...release.

She couldnt recall the last time he had given her a gift on her birthday. Come to think of it he had forgotten every single one since the day their marriage had been legalised. He had smoked, gambled, drank, and ordered her around. Everytime he spoke to her would be to request his fourth glass of wine, or to tidy up the 'messy birdnest of a house' he claimed they lived in. As this thought grazed her mind she realised she couldnt recall what she had done after he had requested another tidying-up of the house last afternoon.

At this moment a branch was blown off a nearby tree and hit her squarely on the forehead. As she raised an arm to check for a wound, she saw that her hands were smeared with a certain red substance, flaky now that it had dried upon her skin. Flaky...

The half-crazed widow recalled, all of a sudden, the fact that she had woken up that very morning to find herself sleeping under a tree by the lake twenty miles from home, a knife in hand, and a weird,unfathomable sense of accomplishment at having gotten rid of something somehow. Slowly, she grinned.


( oookay i have no idea why i just wrote that hahahaha. I'm not sadist ah lolol cross my heart. hope you understood what i was writing about, but my thoughts are kinda messed up today. xD ) anyway back to econs. :)))))))